"Love me when I least deserve it, cause that's when I need it the most"

Everyone deserves the best life they can get. It may sound selfish to think "I deserve a good life", but honestly, the things you do are rarely for yourself. They are mostly for others or carefully-planned actions to please others or give a certain impression. You can't be yourself because you don't even know who or what yourself encompasses. The minute you were born you were bombarded with norms, expectations, values, judgement. So by not being able to be yourself, you aren't living a life for yourself. You aren't giving yourself a good life if you're torturing yourself by living up to others' expectations. I deserve a good life too, you know, I shouldn't be verbally and mentally tormented.