I don't know if I've mentioned this before but I actually like the smell of haze. Not the terrible full-on visibility-zero level of haze, but the hint of haze. Yes, I know it's bad cause it means that somewhere nearby *ahem*indo*ahem* is burning down forests. Currently I can smell a bit of haze and I'm trying to enjoy it by opening my room windows wide, while I do my project. So no, I am not not studying, I just have other work to do.
The haze gives me a myriad of different feelings at the same time.
The haze gives me a melancholic feeling.
It makes me feel happy.
It makes me think deeply.
It makes me feel like anything is possible.
It makes me feel alive.
It makes me feel carefree.
It makes me feel calm.
And calm is a really good thing for me now.
I really really like the smell of haze. I think I would really enjoy just sitting somewhere near the sea and just breathe and just be. I think we've all forgotten how to just live in the moment, so sometimes it's good to just breathe. Cannot wait till I can do just that.