Cockroaches

Oh god what am I dreaming about? I had this nightmare (well I guess in my case it's considered a nightmare) that I enlisted for army voluntarily. I have so much respect for our soldiers and even more respect for the girls who enlist voluntarily. But I don't see myself being able to survive army at all.

Anyway. The dream goes like this. On the day of my enlistment, my boyfriend went with me cause he is in the army, and he knows where I'll assemble etc. Then he left me cause he had to go assemble elsewhere. After that, I went to line up behind these two girls whom I recognized were from CJ. We talked little then it was time to go to the bunks. In the bunks one of the army guys was telling us how to arrange our things in the cupboard. I even remember him telling us he specifically wanted us to only use the red basin they provided. Then I can't really remember exactly what happened, but I remember we went for training. For me it was how to shoot a pistol (something I remember my boyfriend telling me he wanted to do, in real life). I sucked at it haha, even though the target, which were some glass bottles a small distance away from my feet. Anyway, then we were given some free time and I remember clearly that I wanted to go find my boyfriend cause I felt so bad and was really regretting going for army, but I couldn't go find him cause we weren't allowed to go to the parade square during break. Yeah not allowed to go back to the parade square but allowed to go out of the army camp to buy snacks (don't ask me, my dreams are as interesting as they are impossible). I remember going out to this minimart, and meeting my mum and sis, and asking my sis to quickly choose a snack cause I had to go back soon.

Anyway after returning, we were sent on a mission. Like a real mission with guns and all. -_- Because there were giant cockroaches terrorizing this ulu shopping centre. Wow really? How do my dreams spin themselves. I lured one of the cockroaches into the toilet, and I remember standing on top of the individual toilet stall dividers, and when the giant cockroach came in I jumped on it and like tore it apart using my feet. Like. I separated it's head first, cause I read somewhere that 1. a cockroach is only concussed if you hit it and 2. a cockroach can survive many days without food, but without its head it can't eat. Yeah. That's one cockroach settled. I went out of the toilet, turned left, and saw another one at the end of the really long corridor. And I ran after it and cannot remember what happened. Anyway then our mission was complete.

We went back to camp and gathered at the parade square, when suddenly I saw like this super giant cockroach at to peak of a really really far away mountain. I looked behind me and there was this canon-like gun and I just jumped onto it and took the shot. And I hit the cockroach right in its head. Yay me. Hahaha. The army guy in charge of us was saying something like "so you're lousy at short-range but good at long-range?" Something like that. Yup and that's when I woke up and I had the remnant regretful feelings of the dream, but I slowly realized it was a dream and felt better.

Day 3 of field camp
One more day and it's over my love.