We always think we have the worst deal; the worst situation. We don't stop to try and understand other people's life, or what they're going through.
Groaning moaning complaining moping – the funniest thing is how none of my matters ever matter to anyone. Not to my "BFF", not to friends (since I hardly tell them problems anymore, with the exception of one unlikely friend – whom I'm thoroughly grateful for), not to you.
It sucks the energy out of me, you know? It sucks the life out of me.
Yeah, I too have some self-reflection to do. Should I just be more and more understanding without anyone granting me the same? Maybe I'm meant to do that. Maybe I should just keep quiet and absorb and absorb all the things the world has to say. That way, I wouldn't have to say anything. Just listen, like how people pretend to listen to what I say. Yes, you may be listening at that point of time, but once my answer is "it's okay" even though it's not, the matter is dropped completely, no follow up checking if I'm okay or not, the way I do for people. Or should I just stop being that way altogether and treat people like certain infinitely self-absorbed people do? Sure, we can be self-absorbed at times, like when you just made an improvement, or when you're experiencing tragedy, or when it's your birthday. But it's not fair to others if you have your head completely wrapped around yourself all the time. I learnt that a few years back, I guess some people just haven't learnt it yet.