Right now, in this very moment, more than ever, I wish I could turn back time till I was back in CJ. It was when I was the happiest and the most at peace with myself. I'm just hoping I find that peace again soon.
Have you ever got tired of shallow, stupid conversations? I'm not even sure they can be classified as "conversations". It's been a while since I last conversed with anyone. You know, actually have a conversation. About the future, the past, the present. Reminisce. I've begun to read again, I'd stopped reading for a few years since JC ended. It feels nice, comfortable, letting imagination take flight again. I do hope that soon I will start writing again. I stopped writing, even in my own journal, since my grandmother passed away, and that's close to a year now.
I'm so bored and stupefied by the meaningless exchanges that is my life now, that I actually feel dumber than I was before.
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