If it makes anything easier, I'd gladly get out of everyone's life. Life seems too messy for me, too complicated. Life should be fun and interesting and happy and exciting. But I'm thrown head first into friend conflicts, family problems, academic issues.

Today started off so great and it ended like this? Amazing. I really have no idea how it even happened. And you say I should just keep it inside me. Why? So that it hurts me and only me, whereas other people are happy and all. So that I will always be the one hurt, and other people carry on like nothing happened. I thought you should be supporting me. But you are always saying the opposite thing from me. Is this some kind of joke? Cause you know what, that's what partners do for each other. They support each other. Everytime I say something you disagree with it. What are you trying to tell me? This is exactly the result of being too nice to every person in my life, even if they don't deserve it. I can't change. It's in me already, to treat people nicely. But now, I'll just treat people the same way they treat me, after being too nice makes me weary. Cause no one stands up for me, no one is there to shoulder this burden with me. Cause you don't know what I feel. The intensity of my feelings, may be too much for you, and I have to go through this everyday of my life. That's why I'd very much like to disappear. Would it hurt to treat people with a little more respect? A little more kindness? I guess it is a big sacrifice, and rather than exercise more control they would rather hurt others. And thanks a whole lot, for letting me get caught in the middle. I just savour such experiences and really look forward to days like these. I knew you'd write something, was just waiting for it. So if people can not keep it in, why the hell should I? Sick and tired of being pushed around by everyone. Friends and family. People I love the most. Thanks for always imposing on my life everyone.

No one has ever really cared and no one ever will -
It's been more than three hours and not even a single text, that's how much you care