The laptop is killing me. Literally, cause it causes me to be angry and that causes me to have higher blood pressure. I can't even turn it on for more than a minute, cause 1. the battery life is 10s, and 2. the adaptor has some connection issues. And I can't go look for a new laptop for myself cause 1. no time cause I have another five projects, 2. no $$. If I had the money but no time I'd just go out and grab the first laptop the salesperson recommends. This post seems quite calm but I'm actually so irritated that I can hear my heartbeat in my ears. My mum and sis are also irritating me. Who does my sister think she is to lecture me? What's more after I just bought her something. Forget it, I'm not going to be the "good big sister" anymore. She doesn't even appreciate it. When does she ever volunteer to do the dishes? Never. I volunteer but still get asked to do the dishes on a much more regular basis than my sister. That's appreciation by my mum for you. Whatever, seriously. I've had enough of being a good daughter yet treated like second. When we're out, my mum will buy expensive clothes for my sister. When I look at expensive clothes, she says it's not worth it. When there's a sale rack she points me there. Yeah, I'm thrifty but this discrepancy is so bloody stupid.

Not a single person appreciates me at all