"I can't quit being human"

I don't stand up for myself even if I know I'm right
Because
I'm scared my parents will kill themselves

I feel guilty for spending time out of the house
Because
I feel like I'm neglecting my family

I feel nervous about school
Because
I feel piled up with work suddenly, judged, ugly everytime I step into school

Do you know what it feels like
To feel like every move you make
Is wrong?
Do you know what it feels like
To feel like everything you do
Is wrong?
No no no
You don't
Cause nobody knows I feel this way

Guilt remorseful pain
Pressure
Everyone

I have a life too
But I can't quit being human
Can someone say
"It's going to be okay"
Cause I just want a day
ONE day
Where I'm just doing things I want to do
Not what others want to do
Just to relax
I don't care if you don't approve