Day 7:
First day of a new semester. Today wasn't quite as momentous as I thought it would be, but it was better than I expected. 4 hour straight lectures and then came home to start drawing/ painting. I still can't get shading with different colours right, only with one colour does it look okay.

I find myself occupying my mind and hands with things that I don't normally do with you - drawing, painting, reading - but it can only go so far. Cause in the background I play music on shuffle and it picks songs that remind me of you; in the back of my mind it's a constant flurry of thoughts that all lead back to you. I almost got over it today, almost, but I realise that I need your confirmation before I can put it aside for the time being.

Mistakes are inevitable but it is when you constantly repeat them that they are unforgivable.

I like today but I hate it more.