Okay I wanted to type out some bad shit but I guess I should learn to control my emotions. Anyways.
Two days ago was my one year with Tian. It was really great because at around 10pm plus on the 10th, Tian called me suddenly. He asked me what I was doing, and I said I was sleepy and going to sleep soon. He asked me to meet him, which I was really excited about. (I found out later that he wanted to come over at midnight, but because I told him I wanted to sleep already, he asked me out immediately HAHAHA omg so cute) Cause honestly, I was kind of daydreaming about him coming down to my house at midnight to say something like "happy first year!" or something. And my dream really came true. Met him and he drove to Harboufront Macs to get fries. Went to Keppel Island to stuff fries, one thing off my holiday to-do list. After stuffing, walked around a bit there, and it was midnight. Finally a year. A year of happiness, anger, sadness, laughter. Everything. Sometimes, the negatives really get overwhelming and threaten the much greater positives. It gets hard. Even now, when I started off this post I was so angry and was on the verge of text vomit, but just talking about the good stuff - what happened on the midnight of the 11th - makes me feel better. Anyway. We walked back to the car and as I sat down he suddenly said, "Shit, I forgot.. My dad asked me to get something from the boot. Can help me get? It's a box." So I went to the back and I saw this balloon inside.
As well as this perfect notebook from Prints!
Ohhhh my god my mouth opened so big. Cause the day before, he tricked me, saying, "I have a surprise for you", then "Actually pretend to surprise you only, there's no surprise". So it was really a big surprise to see a balloon and a notebook, plus an extra special note :) It was really magical, that night.
Thank you so much, my first love, my only love.
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