Words are things no one can ever take back
Mistakes are things which everyone make - but I make the hugest and stupidest ones
Being honest is a mistake in itself
I am selfish
I am dumb
I am childish
Spent 4 hours in between papers sleeping instead of studying
Left exam 20 minutes early cause I couldn't concentrate, couldn't write
Start hyperventilating after leaving
I hurt
I hurt you
Why am I so dumb
Why am I so f-ing stupid
This is why I shouldn't talk
Why I can't trust
Retreating inwards
I'm sorry
I'm sorry I can't do anything to make it better
I'm sorry I ever said anything
If I could turn back time I wouldn't have said anything
I'm sorry I'm stupid
I'm sorry I'm dumb
I'm sorry I'm selfish
I'm sorry I'm childish
I'm sorry I am not what you hoped
I'm sorry I bring you more hurt than happiness
I'm sorry for making you angry
I'm sorry for causing conflicts
I'm sorry.

I love you.

But I'm not worth anything at all.