Reversed gender role?
Non-reflectful negligence
Severely-wounded confidence
Odious, unimaginable (yet unignorable) comparisons
Strength in retrograde
The pain is too much to bear. The hurt inflicted - thanks for forgetting about me.

Cried for the first time in a long time. How on earth am I supposed to study today? I also have the capacity to hurt, I think it's even at a lower threshold than you.