I don't know why I bother.

Having friends like you two, is really, the greatest blessing in the whole world. Not. "Friend" number 1: Tell me, how can people make use of others and not feel bad? How can they blithely ask for favours after favours, and not return any? How is it possible that your skull is so damn thick that you don't understand that friendship doesn't work that way? On my part, perhaps people see me as selfish. But I really don't care what people think anymore. You screwed up my life in the past, now act like nothing freaking happened, and expect me to be more than nice to you? Please, grow up. You are a pathetic, friendless person who only looks for me when you need something. I can't wait to see what happens when you start work. Ask your colleagues to help you do your work? Do you really think, just cause of your appearance, people will help you? If you really do, you might as well register yourself into a home for people with disabilities, they'll help you there.

"Friend" number 2: Hey, the world doesn't revolve around you. Just because you're stuck in your imaginary utopia where you're surrounded by so many people doesn't make you their everything. Stop trying to make me jealous or angry or whatever it is you're doing. Honestly, to me you're just someone who forgets their friends as soon as you've made new ones. And when you need something desperately, you pull on the frayed thread that was our friendship to ask for m help. I know you are attractive. I know you are popular. The worst thing is that you think so too, which makes you think that you can just go around hurting anyone you please, and without even an apology, you jump right back and disrupt their lives. Stop making me jealous. Yes, I'm a human being so I do experience higher order emotions such as jealousy. I know what you said before. What are you trying to portray yourself as? The way I see it, you gain so much by taking everything away from me. Thanks a lot, I really appreciate it. The best part is that there is response from the others to what you say and do. Yeah. Please, go ahead and take all that I have. I'm so damn sick of feeling like shit when I compare myself to you, when others talk about you to me in a way that's so bloody complimentary. Because you only hurt the one you were closest to, and since you still believe we are, you continue doing such childish things to hurt me.

Enough, please. My heart cannot take it.

Yeah, as you can see my life is so great. Cause I'm losing everything I have. All in one day, today. It was such a sucky day today no one has any idea. Not that anyone cares, right? Since my mum doesn't even want to listen to my problems - even though she and my dad stressed to come to them with any problem - what more my friends right?

Blade
To see a blade in your dream, suggests that you are making some difficult and important decisions. You need to be able to make clear distinctions between your choices. It also indicates that you are walking on a thin line and need to balance aspects of your life carefully.

Blood
To see blood in your dream, represents life, love, and passion as well as disappointments. To dream that others are bleeding, signifies an emotional cry for help.