SO __-ed UP. Okay the following paragraph is ranting in response to my bad grade.

I don't like studying
I don't see the point in studying
I don't believe in academics
I don't believe that academics is everything
I don't believe an "A" proves how smart you are
A stupid piece of paper is worth nothing once you lose your self
And at the end of the day, when you lose your self, when you don't like what you've become, you're dead.

So would you rather lose your academics or lose your self?