There's a feeling in my heart now that I can't describe. It's happiness, determination, gratitude, respect, excitement all mixed together, and it's a wonderful feeling. It takes a lot of mutual trust to get to feel this. It's easy to forget these kind of feelings, and even easier to remember all the anger, sadness and resentment. So is it not a wise investment in time to write all these happy moments out somewhere where you can re-read and remember? For me, it is only natural to do such things. Our memory is too crammed full of school shit and other stuff that we may forget such important and happy moments.

I'm so grateful that you're willing and determined. So proud of you, baby ♥