Through it all

I have a lot to say.

Saturday 19/9/09: Huixian, Yuheng and Vincent came over to watch The Nanny Diaries and The Simpsons Movie, and then we went to Marina Square some la mian xiao long bao place to eat. The bowls of noodles are so huge. And the xiao long bao is really good. Anyway, then went to Millenia Walk to take pictures and we ended the night at Esplanade where we watched these two women sing, they're really good!

Sunday 20/9/09: Tuition at Beauty World then met Val at Vivo to buy dinner back to her place and we watched Rumour Has It... Then went home.

Monday 21/9/09: Wasn't planning to go out but then went out to watch The Ugly Truth with Yuheng, and omg while it is a not bad movie, it is sick man. And the weirdest part is that he had to explain some parts to me ok whatever. Then dinner then home.

Tuesday 22/9/09: Back to school. Though I was really excited to meet my v v v great class, my excitement sort of died down when there was that stupid situation. So the whole day was I was feeling so sad. And so, I realised, on that day, that whenever I start liking __, I will be very sad and everything. Then I'll do something stupid and then it becomes awkward between us, and I think I'd rather be friends and it's comfortable between us than ruin it. So yes, I don't like who who anymore. And yes I am very happy now. Also, my parents have recently been going on (at a higher) intensity about how "now's not the time for relationships", and so I really couldn't take it anymore and told my mum: I am not looking for a relationship, and can they please get off my back, it's becoming so (freaking) irritating. Because it is true. So the whole Tuesday was basically a sad day.

Wednesday 23/9/09: I think I am a very disgustingly irritating person. Really. I cannot stand how horribly insecure I am, and how idiotic I can be when I let these insecurities get the better of me. I go around smsing people like nobody's business, and disturb them, annoy them and end up arguing with them. I really loathe myself :( But, with the help of certain very HONEST people (hello Yuheng), I am changing. And I also want to say that my class is really a very great class. Everyone's really helpful (with maybe one exception?) and nice and they really brighten my day. I especially treasure that my class is not that sort of bitchy class. Anyway.

Thursday 24/9/09: Learnt to control the stupid insecurity thing today.

Friday 25/9/09: I am very happy with my Chem Paper 2 marks today. And it's getting tiring already. Everyone's been saying "forty-something days left", but the words aren't really sinking it.

And lastly,
Yes oh yes. I want to start "The Random Memory Project", but feel a little weird. I must pass my camera to people who understand.