Fiasco

I wanted to abstain from blogging for a while, but I couldn't since there's absolutely too much I have to get out.

Was so super pissed today because so many (bad?) things are coming down on me one after another. (edited) Something in my heart tells me that there is something wrong, but I can't seem to figure it out. The nagging feeling is almost going to overpower the "always happy" thing I have in me. Then there's the thing about insecurities among friends and everything else.

I think I am going into depression, cause I am crying every single stinking day.