Lone lamps, blue lights

In need of comfort; lacking the friends.

When we try so hard to be someone we aren't, we lose ourselves. Talking to Yuheng made me realise that I have changed a lot, too much, in fact. Too loud too noisy too outgoing too rash too irritable. I really repulse myself now.

From Julia: If everything happens for a reason, what’s the reason to this one?

Why are we afraid to fall down? Maybe it's time I fall, it's been years. Let's take a leap into the unknown, and when we're out and alive, we'll say it was an great, courageous leap.



I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
- I realised, the friend whose support I rely on the most, is never, ever there.